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Often the life we lead is not enough – we need something more.  Something to make us stand out give us energy.

I guess thats over simplifying it but theres the idea.


Perhaps its something to do with our primitive background – we need to be doing something important otherwise we feel there is something missing – for some that is too much.  Perhaps this is why we need to be doing something creative – originally it would have been foraging for food – as the centuries have passed and things have changed we feel incomplete unless we are in charge of our fate.


Recently trolling the net I came across this


I know quite a few people who have had “contact”  they all seem a little distracted and usually have had to have psychiatric help at one time or another but the big question is



I did some net searching on on of the “big names” in the star conference vip guest list.

Dr Rauni Kilde

Rauni-Leena Luukanen-Kilde


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Rauni-Leena Luukanen-Kilde

Rauni-Leena Luukanen-Kilde in 2012.

Born (1939-11-15)15 November 1939 Värtsilä, Finland
Died 8 February 2015(2015-02-08) (aged 75) Vaasa, Finland
Occupation Physician, author
Spouse(s) Mauri Luukanen (1965–?) Sverre Kilde (1987–1996)

Rauni-Leena Tellervo Luukanen-Kilde née Valve[1] (15 November 1939 – 8 February 2015) was a Finnish physician who wrote and lectured on parapsychology, ufology and mind control.

Luukanen-Kilde was born in Värtsilä. She had to flee with her family in infancy during the Second World War and was raised in Helsinki.[2] She studied medicine at the universities of Oulu and Turku, graduating in 1967.[3] She was at one point the only medical practitioner at the hospital in Pelkosenniemi, performing dental and veterinary work as well.[4] In March 1975, she became a provincial medical officer in Rovaniemi, Lapland;[2] she became chief medical officer for Lapland.[4][5]

In 1982, as Rauni-Leena Luukanen, she published Kuolemaa ei ole (There Is No Death).[6] She had been interested in the paranormal since she was a teenager, but her interest in UFOs may date to a 1985 car accident which led to her retirement. She appeared as a featured speaker at UFO conferences, helped organize the first international conference on extraterrestrials in Finland[7] and authored books about UFOs, alien abductions, mind control and conspiracy theories. Luukanen-Kilde claimed to have been “rescued” from danger by extraterrestrials, and to have esoteric skills and knowledge as a result of her relationship with them.[8] She said that there was a secret exchange program between humans and aliens that was being deliberately suppressed by “powerful Western governments”, particularly the United States.[2] Luukanen-Kilde also said that secret military and intelligence agencies were practising mind control technology on the world population using cell phones and supercomputers and that a plot to kill most of the Earth’s population using the swine flu vaccine was being carried out by the WHO, Henry Kissinger and the Bilderberg Group.[9] Her article on cybernetic implants as a means of control is widely circulated.[3][10] She appears in the 1999 film Revelations: The End Times, Volume 2.

Luukanen-Kilde married a Norwegian diplomat in 1987[2] and moved to Norway in 1992.[11] He died in 1996. She died in Vaasa in February 2015 after a long illness, having returned to Finland shortly before.[3]

And came up with this – what a fascinating person -

a film on Vimeo showing her at a conference – what a shame she went on about Neighbours with mind control and some of the  other issues because at the heart of her talk is a  sensible and serious message something we should all be aware of  – but then you should see the video for yourself to understand

  Perhaps the big question is am i now “contaminated” by conspiracy theories and such like because i have written about the issue?   Suspect?

  During my travels in the uk i met up with a lovely guy in Cornwall – he baught some of my handwork and we became friends – he lived in a fantasy world and would suddenly blurt out how he worked for the american nsa – and was a undercover spy for ??? and so forth – in fact it was quite disturbing for me – i was later introduced to a friend of his

Matt Williams – a very quiet spoken and interesting man living near Devizes – in fact we also became friends – i sold him several pieces from auctions and he a computer to me which was from reclaimed parts – he had made friends with some unusual people and had helped them at great expense to himself – Matt made Crop circles.

    Matt told me about the conferences and how the crop circle world was divided into those who make them and those who make a living out of studying them – he also showed me a book by one of the foremost researchers and pointed out the ones heed made – he also told me that he and his coullegues had put her initials in a field next to the big crop circles she had put in her book but she chose not to use them – the article in a big uk daily

crop circles

Matt also told me about his coullegues and how researchers had come from all over the world to the conferences and how some had blatantly ignored this group in spite of clear evidence – others had ignored them but eventually gave in and listened to Matt and his friends – they had then shown how they had done their “craft”.  Strong sceptics and given in to reason and were happy with the results.

At the end of the day the idea of crop circles is that they are made by some unknown intellegence something from outer space perhaps – Matt himself said that he and his coullegues felt that what they were doing was very spiritual – that they had often seen unexplained things in the fields – that there was much more to this than just a bit of fun – that some crop circles were made in ways they could not explain and were a complete mistery.



   So back to  Rauni -Leena Luukanen -Kilde.  She was not a long  haired hippy – she was in fact the senior medical officer for lapland at one time – in fact a very accomplished and important person.

We should listen and watch her videos – sure ignore the mind control from neighbours and sattelites  but pay careful attention to the rest of her message .






Corruption is part of us – it is natural.

It is funny how things change – how things are seen in one place as sacrosanct and in another the reverse.


I seem to be watching a lot of films – the violence is utterly disturbing – Perhaps the influence of a culture that is rapidly becoming needful of spectacle, a bit like the Romans –

Funny thing about the Romans – the first Caesar was elected because democracy was not working – the state was utterly corrupt.  His job was to be so rich and powerful that he was incorruptible – it seemed to work for a while – perhaps that is the real answer.

In our world the most corrosive substance is that which gives us life – oxygen. However it also destroys metal – and many other things – to take that analogy one step further we need to constantly renew the things we have – every living thing dies – including us – some things are unchangeable.


Perhaps we would be wise to use this in everything we do – that our success corrupts but we need corruption – we need success otherwise we go in to a self defeating spiral – the only way to survive is to adapt – to change – this is something we are not wont to do because we do not feel comfortable with what we have ,we need stability and comfort.


It is interesting to follow the state of censorship – in the 70s and 80s it was illegal to own or sell videos showing bondage in the uk – however it was legal from time to time to show completely naked women and men indulging in sex – in the us there was heavy censorship of naked women and men and sex but bondage was ok.   Now it seems nearly everything is ok – every kind of porn is available on the internet for free – where is this leading?


One thing that is quite clear – the systems we have to protect us from the predations of the powerful viz business are often corrupt – it seems in every land – is this affecting our society, the way we think, the way we are – is this shit trickling down from above?

Frustration – balls

I guess that using a pc computer is a very steep learning curve – particurly if you use it for something more than just doodlin the day away.

Sooo i finally did something foolish and invested in a much bigger computer for editing videos – for me a lot of money.  As everywhere was advertising lenovo i decided to give them a go -  The puter seemed fine initially but as time went by things didnt work quite so well.

For instance writing discs took something like 30 minutes – my last computer 7.   So i took out lenovos disc writing program to try and get something a bit faster – nope thats a lie – i got very angry with this “fine ” useless program and decided to delete it.  Today my pal Johan came for a few updates and we tried downloading some important film onto a sony program installed there – nope just didnt want to do it.  Tried twice more, took the camera card out and it appeared to read it then stopped – mY GOD what a load of crock.

Used my old puter and that worked.  Tried the new one again and a popup appeared – my mc afee antivirus has just expired and i was in serious danger of exploding if i didnt renew – THAT CAN GO THINKS I – Removed the entire program and all – sooooo hmm, try downloading the video files again – my god very fast – try reading the card – bang done – shiiiiit so mcafee anti virus actually jiggers with your puter so you pay for updates – noooo cant be true – big companies dont behave like that do they??

  Ive been checking the net – there are a fantastic number of people out there who are really unhappy with mcafee – check out pc world.  So im really pleased with myself – but boy this gives business such a bad name – so much in our world is based on trust – how unpleasant to go around thinking that some trusted is going to rip you off and its going to cost and cost and cost.


Today is my 6th day without email.

Now why should I bother to make a posting about something so trivial?


I do not use outlook on the computer for my email as ive found that emails can corrupt your computer – so I go to the source – in this case Telenor, Norway,s biggest provider of internet and similar.


Sometimes I draw a blank when It comes to puters – I get so stressed by apparently simple tasks that I do anything to avoid them – however when I get stuck in I always find a resolution.


Ive been using the same password for the mail for about 2 years now – to change it before was tedious to say the least as I had the operator do it for me.


So the password stopped working – now I have to try – should be easy enough – nope, you need two passwords – the normal change my password is easy enough but the other – there are 3 ways to change your password the site says one takes several days by post, the other by phone didnt work even though I tried it some 5 times using different combinations – the last one – sure easy enough to change the first password but why should you now log in – ok so more help – call to helpline no 6 – ahh I need to log in to change the other password – silly, not something one would do automatically.

Found the little place and it says you have to wait up to 30 minutes – didnt work – call no 7

that didnt work either – call no 8 next day

try the last new password you got” My god it worked

got into my mail and started but when I tried the same again later – it didnt work.




So I started analysing my feelings and the whys and wherefores – why should I be angry with something that is not my fault – a slow chuckle – yes this is actually very funny because it is not my fault at all – so it is now a game.

How long can I carry on before they snap and either allow me access or tell me to piss off.


In fact this is good for me – I have a habit of being short with people who I think are wasting my time – I need to chill and relax and stop that kind of thing – also with myself – stop being short with myself – that is quite powerful. So thanks Telenor.






Open mindedness

Open mindedness.

It is quite funny in many ways to meet people who advertise their open mindedness by announcing they are socialists.
The nazi party called themselves the nationalist socialist party –

Isnt it a part of being open minded to support the part of the political world that stands for peoples rights above all else?
The strange thing was the number of people who I initially admired who seemed to be so open minded who proudly announced at any opportunity how the left stood up for peoples rights and how the left was for democracy – bringing me to mind Orwells – “all animals are equal but some animals are more equal than others.”

There are so many truisms in our world today – by truisms I mean statements made – forgotten then suddenly there they are and its true – such as there are so few police that in any situation where there could be a public backlash they instantly withdraw.
Brings to mind a farmer in the uk who came home to his farmyard to find a group of travellers in his yard emptying his diesel tank – he parked his car across the entrance and called the police – after a few minutes the leader of the group came up to him and said that if he didnt move his vehicle and let them go he would ram his car out of the way – he would get no insurance for repairs  – after another 10 minutes it was clear the police were not coming so he let them go – if I remember rightly it was 2 hours before they turned up.

How does this impact on our society, the way we think?

Most animals are group animals – that is they move around in flocks or groups and have the kind of behaviour associated with that particular specis – we identify with this easily – which is why it is very difficult for any of us to avoid a riot for instance (check it out)  a little example.
I am sure that there would also be an easy explanation for why I was able to pick up a injured wild badger and take him home without injury to myself – Titus as he was later named was a very special animal.
Other injured badgers I have come across have been  terrifying in their aggression, but not him – so what made him so special?

Is it the same with us – mankind – most of us follow the herd in behaviour and manner – but every so often there are those who are clearly different – is this because we think differently?
Perhaps in my case it is because the truth has not come from those who appeared to speak the truth but from surprising places – I have learnt to find the truth for myself – it is a complex and difficult process – it is hard to change ones behaviour from the desired to the intelligent – to hide what one feels when one knows the truth is otherwise.  To nod the head in acceptance of someone’s apparent wisdom when one knows it is flawed.

To understand this process is a kind of freedom – to live ones life in accordance with ones beliefs is also to further this freedom but to do this properly those beliefs must be constantly questioned.
To climb the ladder by self doubt.   As if there is an end to this process.

So the new year approaches – I have made all kinds of resolutions – (many of which I already regret) but 1 in 10 is far better than none.
There is no doubt I need to change my attitude – my system and approach – it will be interesting to see how successful I can be.


As time goes by i am reminded from time to time about how things were when i was a child and indeed much older but still under the sway of others – fortunately i have proof – i kept diaries – in fact since 1963.  Today i read about a case in the norwegian media of a girl who apparently was so bullied at her various schools it either killed her or she killed herself.

People say you should stand up to bullies give them a taste – i did – unfortunately the authorities realized that for me it was not a game – that i had misunderstood the purpose of bullying.  By launching serious attacks on my tormentors i was not playing the game. Would i please leave.


There are still a few here and there who like to give it a go but i seem to have learnt the cunning of a skunk – the last who tried is a local man but he now cant bear to look me in the face – am i crowing about it – no straight facts – i actually like the man but he needs to understand, he also needs to leave me alone – i think he has the message.

I have now walked away from my immediate family too as they seem to like to remind me of my personality flaws a little too often  – the new years resoloution is DROP IT – MENTION THOSE TERRIBLE THINGS NO MORE.  FREEDOM.



The big question in life is “AM I HAVING FUN?”

How one interprets that is a personal choice but when everything is said and done this is probly the most single vital question anyone is ever going to ask themselves.


For me it happens all the time – duty is fun – being creative is fun for all that, washing up is fun if one has the correct approach.

Apolagies for the assumption but being a committee of one my answers are not always correct nor for the majority but for ME.


So this week, in fact today is the highlight of my career as a woodworker – and a testament to my coming home to Norway and being accepted as a part of my community and my skills as a woodworker.


4 Years ago I was asked if I would like to make a church boat, Kirkeship.

Kirkeshiper are something very special in our communities here in Norway – most churches have one have one. 

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They are essentially models of ships of various kinds suspended over the congregation.’

 – there are a number of theories as to their function – some say a reminder of commerce – others a connection to the sea – as most of them seem to be warships and some were put in place after various rebellions some hundreds of years ago I lean towards a reminder of the might of the state – whatever the reason it can make a dull church service more interesting if one lets the mind wander over the details of a model ship suspended nearby.


Some of these ships are hundreds of years old – others are super detailed models worth hundreds of thousands of pounds.  





This one is a copy of one that hung in the local church and was removed at about the turn of the 20th centuary – it is a little crude in many ways when compared to others, but as a work of art it is impressive.

    What is really awe inspising about this little model is that it is made out of wood dug up in the area and dated at about 7,000 years old.


The wood for this church ship was growing before the middle ages, before the black death – Before the romans, before the birth and death of christ – in fact all of our religions – even before the egyptian pyramids were built – the figures are meaningless until one begins to add the bits and pieces up – the wood this model is made from is TRULY AWESOME, UNIQUE.


In fact recently it has been discovered that there was a major event on the coast here at about 7,000 years ago which caused a tsunami which was probably responsible for the tree being buried.



On consideration, the tree, the church, the work and its significance – well I am at a loss for words – overwhelmed in fact –

Today there is going to be a church ceremony with cake and all welcoming the ship as a new part of the parish –